It’s past 1am and I am wide awake. My sleep schedule is currently set to staying up until the small hours and sleeping until midday. I am going to suffer when I go back to university. I go back this Sunday and my exams start on Monday. That is two days until my exams start? Just about. How nerve wracking is that?
So Exams: I have Mathematics on Monday, and I can’t do it at all without consulting my notes, textbooks and finally the answers. Then I have Computer Engineering on Tuesday, which is all C programming, and I can’t C program. I can just about do half the paper by copying from with help from my notes but other than that…no. Following that I have Communications Engineering on Thursday which I also just can’t do. I’m trying to learn it by memorizing the past paper answers seeing so the past papers never vary, which would be a grand plan if I had a good memory. I don’t have a good memory. Then on Saturday, bright and early at 9am, I have Circuits and Fields which I struggle with, and it takes me 1 million years to do any single question (and I only have 2 hours). Plus the exam paper is being written by a new person which means it may be completely different from the past papers. Then I have a break for 6 days (yay!) before my Electronic Engineering exam. 5 exams, each two hours long.
I had great ambitions to do really well on these exams, so I could reap the opportunities that would bring, but right now I’m just hoping, desperately, that I can scrape a pass. THAT’S ALL I WANT. But even that seems like something I may not achieve. It’s terrifying to think about what will happen if I don’t manage it. I really don’t want to be dealing with re sits :/
Besides that I have two course works to hand in by Tuesday (one I have thankfully completed, the other I have only half done), and I am starting Japanese Level 1 Part 2 on Monday, and I have not done any Japanese revision over the holidays. And I need to complete a log book for the Part 1 classes by Monday, and I’ve not completed that. I think I am also taking an assessment for Part 1 sometime? Yeah, we’ll see how badly that goes (I recall my Italian GCSE exam where I ended up panicking because I didn’t know anything and ended up blurting out nonsense like “I’d like a trout and cheese sandwich” :|) And I have to pack and organize all my stuff for moving back into halls on Sunday, and I know I’ll end up forgetting something.
Needless to say I’m a little stressed out right now. So much to do, and so much to remember. :/